shadfag.

It’s inevitable that I write something about shad, since I was away for a month for it.
Ι’m not going to write about what I did because you can just go to shad yourself to figure it out.
I want to write about my insights.
1) pretending to be stupid. Haha I dunno, I seem to do it a lot. Although me being smart really isn’t that much of an improvement, I find myself not putting up the most intelligent conversations, or the most intelligent ones I can manage. Obviously there’s a reason. It’s a kind of a defense mechanism, so that people who don’t know you well don’t get too much of who you really are. If you get to know someone better, then you can show off your true intelligence…although the problem with this method is that people who don’t know you well and to whom you pretended to be stupid…they go away with the impression that that’s all you are. But really…if you don’t know them that well anyway, what’s the point?
2) There was this girl at shad, who had a…shall we say…very unrelenting admirer. She made a deal with him: he doesn’t touch her for a day, he gets to kiss her. She claims she doesn’t like him…am I the only one who sees how sick that is…? It’s like a perverted game of tag.